secret blogs have been my thing

Another blog post no one will read. Good. feels safe. This picture has nnothing to do with this blog post. Today is a real shit post, too.

I wannt to charge a pennny to get innto my site onnly because i use google annd want to protect my data annd my online autonomy & thoughts & ideas. Google I do not give you permissionn ever. Also, my "nn" key is broken, givinng me the occationnal double "n" I'll try to fix, but really, does it matter?

Anywho I have been a queen at designning Urls and websites sinnce a younnng age. im actually tryinng to get into my old tumblr now (brb)

((Just spent an hour on my old tumblr and wow. That was ..... apparently 13 years of my life. half of my life is onn that tumblr blog.

god i really am an anthropologist inn self study.

the account is https://raddic.tumblr.com. annd i will be active on it again for giggles and shits.))

half my life.

That being said, I thinnk I know my way around a computer a lot better thank I think I do and I bet I can really unlock my old tumblr coding skills to really uplevel my site... funny enough I love my tumblr blog face..... should I brinng it here.

Wow. So much is cominng back. the coding. downloading other codes and shit so I can have fun cursors. fixing codes innto the late night for my url.

My website is SO PLAIN compared to my tumblr.

I am about to revamp the secret blog for my own enjoyment one day.

life is too borinng to have a dull website. This website makes me happy- proably inn the similar but slightly more mature way that tumblr did.

Simply a space to talk without being afraid of taking up space ...

the internet is a little different now. inn nnot so good ways. but I do know how to use it well. I used to have half a million followers onn instagram annd 20,000 on tumblr................ for being myself because I was so scared to be myself anywhere except the innternet...

I have come so far.

I can be myself offline......... took me a damn long time but here I am.

It's time to have fun on the internet again.

edit: realizing i speak with tons of oxymoronns or whatever. also my website has to be plain to have the focus be onn my art.. maybe one day i'll play with the blog look but who knows.